吉檀迦利 第三十八章

孙祎卓

That I want thee, only thee---let my heart repeat without end. All desires that distract me, day and night, are false and empty to the core.

As the night keeps hidden in its gloom the petition for light, even thus in the depth of my unconsciousness rings the cry---‘I want thee, only thee’.

As the storm still seeks its end in peace when it strikes against peace with all its might, even thus my rebellion strikes against thy love and still its cry is---‘I want thee, only thee’.

我需要你，只需要你――让我的心不停地重述这句话．日夜引诱我的种种欲念，都是透顶的伪诈与空虚．

就像黑夜隐藏在祈求光明的朦胧里，在我潜意识的深处也响出呼声――我需要你，只需要你．

正如风暴用全力来冲击平静，却寻求终止于平静，我的反抗冲击著你的爱，而它的呼声也还是――我需要你，只需要你．